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| I just wanted to do something nice for all of us. We hardly ever get to spend together as a family anymore and when she is home from work, all she ever does is stake a claim on the couch and the TV and watch her stupid Chinese shows. And since I love dim sum and haven't had in a while, I suggest going. Of course she brings up our financial situation and she's like, you should really save money to go back to school. You just got cable and internet and that's going to cost you an extra 100 every month and you only make 1600 a month. You need to save. And I'm just like, mother fuck. Don't you think I realize how little money I make to be supporting three grown people? The salary that I am earning now is never going to be enough for me to go to grad school even if I was living on my own and not paying for everything in the house. So.. dim sum is not the issue. And how much is dim sum going to cost me anyway? We're fucking Asian - dim sum should not be a luxury. I hate how there are still so many things that are a luxury to us. AND HOW IS THIS NOT PUTTING PRESSURE ON ME? Mother fuck, I feel like I'm 16 again. I can't keep worrying about everyone. I just can't. MEANWHILE my fucking loser brother who is turning 20 in a few weeks is still motherfucking unemployed and I keep telling her not to give him any money and she's all like, if I don't give him any money, he won't have any money to spend and I'm like THAT'S THE FUCKING POINT! If all those dipshits who work at Starbucks and McDonald's and Foot Locker can get hired, there's no reason that this dipshit can't. Granted, this is not a good time to get hired, but he's not even fucking trying. WHY AM I STILL THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS TO FUCKING TRY? Mother fuck, I just wanted some dim sum. | ||||||||
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